I have to keep reminding myself that moving in and making a house into a home is a process.
It is not something to be completed in one moment, or even one day or one week.
(or month or year if we are looking realistically at this)
I have visions of bookshelves and media console/entertainment units. I picture bar stools and rugs, paintings and pillows. I imagine color where beige reigns supreme.
Sadly, the world of retail in this tiny rural town has not seen fit to provide the items I imagine.
(or not at a price I'm willing to pay, anyway)
Online shopping, the new bane of my existence, is something I attempt, and abandon in a panic, nearly daily.
I am also hampered by the all-too-familiar not sure where to start, so I don't start at all syndrome.
Instead, daily life is keeping me busy.
*Doing laundry, while Pencil spends time in the 'house' under the laundry room cabinets.
He has blankets, pillows, books and a flashlight in there. He calls it his room.
